I am completely in love with a woman 2000 miles away. We’ve spent hundreds of hours on the phone together (really – just ask Sprint) and our time talking too often seems to fly by each night.
We are finally going to meet. As each day passes, I find myself thinking about what I look forward to when I am finally with the woman to whom I have given my heart and who calms my soul.
Written to her, as this is how the thoughts come into my mind…
What I’m looking forward to:
– Having my breath taken away the first time I see you.
– Seeing your eyes – seeing the love you have for me in them.
– Watching the color of your eyes change with your mood.
– Hearing your full voice and laugh, not just what the phone carries to my ears.
– Seeing the way your hair moves when you walk, when you laugh, or when you put your head down and shake it when I do something blonde.
– Finally getting to see you blush.
– Cooking for you – watching you eat. I love to please the people I love with food.
– Taking pictures together – the desert has a beauty of its own – as stark as your home is lush.
– The sound of your voice as you sing to yourself when you think no one can hear you.
– The way your hand will feel in mine, our fingers intertwined.
– The way your arms will feel around me.
– The way your hands will feel on my face.
– The way you will feel in my arms.
– The way your head will fit on my shoulder as we embrace.
– The feel of your hair in my face.
– Your smell.
– The feel of your face in my hands.
– The softness of your lips against mine.
– Feeling you snuggled against me – talking through the night.
– The rhythm of your breathing as you sleep.
– Seeing, caressing, and kissing the scars you have told me you carry. Wishing I could take away the pain some of them represent but knowing that the pain defines who you are and I love who you are.
– Being overwhelmed by you – surrendering completely to your love.
No Comments